Slowness
I used to think speed was the point. Now I think it's mostly a way to avoid feeling the decisions. Slow enough, and every choice becomes yours to own.
Six thoughts I keep coming back to. Not answers, just rooms I like to sit in for a while. Stay in whichever one holds you.
None of these are finished. They're ideas I keep half-built and well-loved, the ones I reach for when I'm trying to decide how to live or what to make next. Sit in any of them as long as you like. They don't charge rent.
I used to think speed was the point. Now I think it's mostly a way to avoid feeling the decisions. Slow enough, and every choice becomes yours to own.
Simone Weil called attention the rarest and purest form of generosity. I believe her. Most of what passes for care is just attention, paid in full.
The blossom is beautiful because it is leaving. Nothing I make will last, and that is the permission, not the tragedy. Make it lovely anyway.
Skill is just taste that finally caught up with itself, after a thousand quiet repetitions no one saw. There is no shortcut hiding in here. I've checked.
The hard part was never starting. It's starting again, on the days the work is bad and you are tired of yourself. That return is the whole craft.
Not loneliness. Its opposite. The room where I can finally hear what I think before the world tells me what to. Everything good I've made was made there first.
"I don't trust ideas I can summarize in a sentence. The good ones you have to live in for a while." from the journal
When an idea won't leave me alone, it usually ends up in the journal. That's where I try to think them through properly, in public.
Read the journal